Most victims don't even own up to being raped because they are scared of being blamed society lets people think that it's their fault for being raped. So most rape assaults get swept under the carpet and end up being forgotten but not for the victim.
I was raped when I was 15 and i did not tell anyone until i was 20 by then your right it was too late most of us do not want to own up to it happening like you said but it is not just because we believe that we are to blame but we feel ashamed and dirty x
Oh i tried the next day i took a big overdose and the worse thing was the guy who raped me was my boyfriend and i stupidly got back with him after it too because i thought noone else would want me anyway it was a long time ago now what does not kill us makes us stronger and all that
Well thank goodness your still hear now it would be horrible if your really did die and no it's not your fault that you went back with your boyfriend many girls do that because they think they are broken goods which they are not, like you said what doesn't kill makes you stronger